Inside My Blue Eyes....hidden secrets

i've learned the hard way that things do not always turn out the way you want them to. people tell me to be more optimistic. but the more i think "yay my life is finally going the right way!" something else comes and bits me in the butt. for example, i was just getting excited that i may be able to afford my own apartment. and then they turned me down because i do not make enough money. and another example, just yesterday i had a mental breakdown. i was upset about the apartment thing, school going bad, i'm behind on some rent but they wont tell me how much, and im gaining weight, and my computer charger has a short in it so sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. So anyway, the point of that is that life isn't always fair to me. in fact, it sometimes is so unreasonable that i end up like i did last night. mental breakdown: could not get off the floor i was crying so hard. my sides still hurt from that. Thank goodness my boyfriend came and took me out to ...

"There are things in life you'll learn and oh in time you'll see. cause out there somewhere it's all waiting if you keep believing. so dont run, dont hide, it will be alright. you'll see, trust me. i'll be there watching over you. Take a look through my eyes. There's a better place somewhere out there. Just take a look thru my eyes. Everything changes, you'll be amazed what you'll find. If you look thru my eyes. " No I don't take credit for that song. That's a part of the song "Take a Look thru my eyes" by Phil Collins. He inspired the title of my blog and what i want whoever is reading this to see. I want you to take a look thru my eyes and see how i see the world. It's not always amazing but i have funny stories that i'd love for you to know. So just give me a chance. I promise it wont be completely boring. -Aimee